i want to live a full life, free from worldly cares and without a drop in living standars
but of course...
i been locking my childish ideals away in a box and learned to face reality
it was part of growing up
for so long, i was wondering aimlessly
like a machine, just keep pushing forward, forcing my way through
but alas, i cant overcome this sorrow through willpower alone
my brain is too loud, and the anxiety wont stop. im tired
i want to sleep, i dont care anymore...
one day i saw a tiny litle star illuminating the night sky
the light feel warm and nice, for once i feel relaxed
it was so dim that i feared i might lose sight of it the moment i closed my eyes
i know the star will disappear when the night comes to an end
yet i still choose to cling to it
even knowing all too well that it was never meant to stay
i wont forget that day
that wierd but soft feeling, it feels like a fate
thank you for saving me
let me dream once more
